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FAITH
My truth was that I was going to die. I was going to die alone in my head……… trapped by addiction. I knew that I was killing myself
through addiction and I welcomed the idea, there was no other way out of my hell.
I had faith that when I died, any thing was better than the life I had. I lived in hell and within me knew that my life couldn’t get any
worse.
Today I have a completely different faith. I trust that however bad things may get, it could never be as bad as when I entered treatment
in 2005. It will only get worse if I ‘use’ on top of the difficulties I am facing.
By the end of my time ‘using’ I couldn’t live life with or without substances. The illness of addiction controlled me. I didn’t even know
how to live. I didn’t know who I was and I was scared of me, you and everything to do with life.
Today I will not allow fear to rule me and I have faith that I am being looked after.
I have outgrown fear and faced every obstacle in my path.
With help, THE SOLUTION, so can you.
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