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HOPE
Hopeless, that was my life for 15 years, and it was becoming ever worse.
I thought I would write a bit about hope, so that anyone who is struggling now can know not to give up, there is a solution.
No matter how dark things feel or how long it seems likely to last, Life can improve……………often when it is least expected.
There is hope.
For ten years, I tried to kill myself. Doctors, counseling services, hospitals, friends and family couldn’t help. They tried for many years
but even the professionals didn’t know what to do and I had given up.
As life got bleaker, depression became ever worse and my fears got so strong that I couldn’t communicate or go out………………..
At last, I found hope through people who shared the same experiences as me. They had found a solution and shared this with me. Since then I have grown and grown and cannot imagine, now, ever getting as low as I did; although it could if I started to ‘use’ again.
I used to pray and long to be dead. I needed anything which took away the here and now, my living hell.
Now I have happiness and much, much more. I have hope.
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